Stefanie Jane's Music - Lyrics

Stefanie Jane's Music

Downward Spiral
Busted
Somehow
Dragon Eyes
For me
Trax
Take It In
Scapegoat
Time Keeps Ticken
Your Drift
Sorry?
Waves

Downward Spiral

You can't call me a saint

Watch out for your feelings

I'm just willing to paint Your idea of an existence

Back home I'd lock my door And cry to myself to sleep

I’d lie to myself I'll be just fine

<<Chorus>>

<<No one sees me locked up

Confining myself It’s a long downward spiral I know

The wave of this pain Pushes me further down the slope

I think I’ve lose all hope In this downward spiral>>

I can't take it anymore

I'm falling so fast

Try to stop myself I wonder how long will this last

Memories of then, send me down

Confound by your vise of wickedness

I have been ripped off

I pray time will soften the blow

But this is how it goes

<<Chorus>>

I would love to slash my wrist

When I have my fits

Just to feel me bleed To know I’m alive I can thrive

No delusion in pain but intrusive

I’ve been captured by these years of self torture

I need to let go

But he shattered all that really mattered

How can this leave me be

<<Chorus>>

Busted

U took a look then made away like a crook in the dark

While I had to lay, I couldn't say a word

Forced to hid inside As my innocents was taken

All of me became shaken

Six years living in hell

As your stupid silent bell

Making me feel

<<Chorus>>

<<Trust is a bust My heart turned to rust

Don't matter there’s no need to fuss Cuz trust is a bust

This an’t too much to take It’s just how I feel

My heart is heavy part steel Cuz trust is a bust>>

Years of fear didn’t teach me how to keep gentle love near

Love in my heart, I didn't feel equipped

So many tears to sip With no desire in my soul

I didn’t think my heart was whole

Cuz numbness can feel like bliss

If you’re willing now to miss

Loves sweet kiss (but)

<<Chorus>>

Open my soul only to you, no matter the mood

Deep in me knew I’d have to start

Or keep falling apart

For you I’ll pour it all out

Regardless of myself doubt

Promise you’ll see this through

So I can catch a new view

So I don’t feel

<<Chorus>>

Somehow

I wish I could show you what's inside

All I do is run and hide

I know it's not your fault

You’re not the one for me

<Chorus>

<Cuz you could never see

Who I need to be

So you've got to go

I won't listen, listen, listen anymore>

Somehow it all seemed to dissipate

You weren't so great

All you made me do is hate

But it's not too late for me

I'm gonna pick myself up

And walk on with my own life

Know I have to do what is right for me

<Chorus>

You were clouded on what you thought was real

I coulda’ shown you the deal

But you made me feel so numb

I should have run

I wish we had more fun

Under the gun

But we both had to hide what's inside of us

<Chorus>

Somehow you caged me

Somehow you enraged me

I wish I could show you what's inside

All I do is run and hide

I know it's not your fault

You’re not the one for me

<<Chorus>>

Dragon Eyes

I’m not sure which way to go

I realize I’ve sunk so low

But I need you You can’t leave me: as you proceed to go

I don’t need your pity

I don’t need your lies

But don’t look at me with your, dragon eyes

For there is no disguise,

For my lies

But you won’t tempt fate and I took your bait

<<Chorus>>

<<I thought I needed you so

But now I see the numbness you caused

Has gone away and now its happy days

As I lay in the sun Like we‘ve never begun>>

I thought you’d come around

Given me a sound ground

To stand upon but I was wrong

You weren’t that strong

For me, it took so long

For both to see, building misery

<<Chorus>>

Love to tell you I’m okay

Sure you’d just walk away

Why get caught up, settled down again

All I brought was sin

You could never win

Just wanted you to see

Which is why I just can’t let things be

<<Chorus>>

For Me

I'm looking and I can't find you

I need to know where you've headed

So I can try to understand

What turned off, where you lost hope?

Now nothing’s a joke

I went up, you fell down

I need you to turn around

Come back from your misery

Please for me

<<Chorus>>

<<Am I worth it to you

Don't you love me enough?

Cuz this is enough of what you've done

If you don't change now

You'll be what you despise

And you'll sit and wonder why I told you so>>

What happened to the way we could kid

No matter what the hell they did

Don't ever let that be forgotten

I'm distraught, at the thought

That you’re drowning now

You tripped up and fell in

You’re sinking in despair

Come up and take a breath

Just for me

<<Chorus>>

Don't do it, don’t do it, don’t do it again

Don’t wait, don’t wait, don’t wait for angels

Learn to stand your ground

Learn to walk around

Get up off your knees

Please for me

<<Chorus>>

Traxs

These trax lead too many places

Here in the middle it divides two sides

Windows shaking, never breaking,

I love to walk the line

Balance put into every step, never fall behind

I’m always far behind

<<Chorus>>

<<I’m crossing these trax and I’m not looking back

I’m taking your hand; you can show me the way

I’m putting all my faith in you and all you doI have to cuz I love you>>

A train is coming and it seems I’m in the middle

And I have to figure out which way to go

I’m not to close to any stops, so I think I’ll just get up

But I love to feel the vibe and feel the ride, so here I lie

What a thrill to feel the train so close

But when it’s gone, it’s gone, now what do you do

I can write and fight the demons in my head

But that’s been said before No one wants to listen anymore

<<Chorus>>

In the fog you seemed to stand so far away

Who knew, the other side would came to play

Enticing you every day I managed to make you stay

Now the end of our day we can always lay making things right

You often say how you love me so

I know my wall can be so hard to climb

So I promise I won’t put up a wall

I’ll let it all fall away Then we can now have our day

<<Chorus>>

Not sure what to do, I’m torn over you

I could love you and stay or get out of your way

Should I cross these trax to the other side?

Where I can hide myself or find a new self

Put old me on a shelf, that never helps

<<Chorus>>

TAKE IT IN

<<Chorus>>

<Take it in being you is no sin

You have to begin or you'll never grin

Your way and sway, it’s what you’re meant to be

The reason you were sent

Try not to let yourself get bent, oh just take it in, yea>

Do as you wish but I'll promise you this

You'll find no one like me

Cuz I've been the hippie with too much fight

I've been the head banger with not, not enough bite

But I've loved being the freaky freak that I am

Most don't even know where to stand

But I understand in this land of freedom

We don't always know How to seedem’ and greetem’

But that ok As long as you can find your stand

And come up with a plan

<<Chorus>>

I've been all over America

I've seen so many dream their dreams

But never know how to endeavor

What it take to get your ass up and wake up and shake up what's inside

So you can thrive your drive

No compromise let it rise high in you

It doesn't matter if you don't have a clue

As long as you have some view of your dreams

Let yourself go far, know who you are

<<Chorus>>

In the end it's only you and you have to be true

It's such a sad story when people just worry

Life's not meant for us to hurry

Slow down and smell the roses

Don't just look at all their poses

Learn to sit not give a shit

Don't let your teeth grit I'll get a bit you sit get lit.

Scapegoat

The depression has suppressed your true feelings

Don’t treat me like your scapegoat

I’ve been bruised, I’ve been used….

Don’t treat me this way I’m not willing to play your games

They all end the same

With me in my hands

Asking you why

You bring me to tears

<<Chorus>>

<<Why can’t you reach for me when you’re down?

You know I’m always around

Why can’t you let me help you through this mess?

I don’t want you to repress

There’s nothing wrong with being scared

I want to be there>>

I want to see a change to rearrange

Your strange behavior

Cuz you’re my savior Not my excavator

Please be careful with me

Oh I don’t know why

I always start to cry

I’m asking you why

You bring me to tears

<<Chorus>>

Make it easy on yourself

Allow me to help

Let’s take this chance together

There’s nothing wrong with being scared

I want to be there

<Chorus>

Time Keeps Tick’en

Time keeps tick’en

Time keeps tick’en away

Come back to bed and lay your sweet head

No need to open the curtains

You keep it bright

You keep my sight

<<Chorus>>

<<But time keeps tick’en time keeps tick’en away

I'm afraid cuz the days are short and so is life

I can't seem to get enough of you

Cuz time keeps tick’en time keeps tick’en away>>

Life wasn't seen, glistening

Fear held on tight I felt I had to fight

But my darling dear is brave

Crossing new boundaries I’m saved

As time keeps tick’en time keeps tick’en away

Our light can’t be faded

I won't become jaded

If I've crawled in my hole I’m in need of your soul

<<Chorus>>

With my sweet, I’m complete

It is so trueI'm nothing without you

So let’s lay this way forever Cuz I can endeavor life

As time keeps tick’en time keeps tick’en away

Leeward’s how I fly

But as time goes by

My path becomes so swerved

But your love I deserve

<<Chorus>>

You took a chance in me

You gave this butterfly, some gravity

You’re my reality

<<Chorus>>

Your Drift

You come home from work today

Yes I am in one of my bad sways

You lightly, kiss my check

We don't have to speak

I’m drifting in through your beautiful blue eyes

Now my sway can play You melt all that I'd felt away

<<Chorus>>

<<I get moody and forget my duties

I get lazy and it drives you crazy

I get stupid but cupid hit us in the heart

And we’ll never part

I thank you for loving me>>

Your drift can sift through my thoughts

With you I don’t feel so lost

You help me glide along

No matter what is wrong

So I’ll do anything, I’ll do anything for you

Now my sway can play You melt all that I'd felt away

<<Chorus>>

With nothing left to disguise

I can feel those butterflies

Our flowers they still grow

Even in our snow

I've always known how you've felt

You’re steeling my heart away

Now my sway can play You melt all that I'd felt away

Sorry?

<<Chorus>>

<<Sorry I love you, sorry I hate you

But I just never knew, which way to go with you

I tried to get it, but a flame just lit it

That thought went up in smoke

Now it sends me round again, I’m sorry, so sorry>>

Sort it out

There’s no doubt it’s hurting you

What are you supposed to do

You are coming unglued

I’m sorry, I don’t get you

Sorry you couldn’t cope, what happened to hope

In the end your demons ruled

So now I’ve lost my chance

For that one last dance

<<Chorus>>

You’re free

That’s the way God wants it to be

I needed you to be alright

You weren’t strong enough to fight

I’m sorry, I don’t get you

Sorry I never knew, what made you so blue

You’d think I’d known you a little more

But your temper would make me sore

I had to walk out that door

<<Chorus>>

Deep in me

I prayed that you’d climb higher

I needed you to walk the wire

But you put me through the fire

I‘m sorry, I don’t get you

Deep down in you, do you regret it?

You made me feel so unloved

Such a shame that you couldn’t see

That’s the way it has to be

I'm sorry, So sorry, I'm sorry

Waves

Our lives are like water that always flows

And it’s hard to know which way it’ll go

Some days fly by with a quick pace

Just keep in mind, your life’s not a race

While other days trickle ever so slowly

Like a brook, in no hurry, without any worry

<<Chorus>>

<<Waves roll in waves roll out

Our mood can change with the moon no doubt

The ocean and skies they give no lies

Can you see God’s disguise? >>

The currents can send you to places unknown

But in the end you’ve grown and oh how it’s shown

We can have falls so harsh

But we can’t stop, bursting in pieces

Yet just ahead calm water increases

So please don’t despair always be aware (when)

<<Chorus>>

With life going here and life going there

Not everything’s fair, so find those that care

Keeping true love alive

Cuz under currents, they come up so fast

It is hard to hold on, making things last forever after

But if you don’t grasp your line, you could just get left behind (cause)

<<Chorus>>

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